
I close my eyes and see your face. Whenever I feel sad and miss you I find comfort in closing my eyes, pointing my face to the warmth of the sunlight and seeing the outline of your face. It's very detailed I feel like you're looking back at me and I smile. I'm still having a hard time accepting that you are gone. You were the rock of this family that kept us together. You have done your job though. No worries about us. It will just be hard not having you here. Our matriarch, with such grace and poise always instilling the importance of family togetherness in everything you did. I always saw you as the head honcho, but what I just learned through your passing was what a head honcho you really were in the community and at St Margaret's. I learned you started as a floor nurse and ended your 46 year career there as head honcho. Everyone who came in contact with you would always tell me what a sweet lady you were. We all knew so, but many many other people were blessed as well, by knowing you. As sweet as you were, you had a feisty side that only your boys and grand kids could bring out in you and we loved that side.
You will never know the emptiness I feel in my heart now that you aren't here on earth. But I promise to keep your legacy alive and find comfort in memories of you. And when I'm extra sad, I'll just point my face to the warmth and close my eyes. I know you'll be there. Even though my babies are small, I promise they will grow up knowing you.
I look forward to seeing you in Heaven. I know you will welcome us with a big pot of ravs n broth and some homemade sausage. Please give Nonie Lee a big hug from me and Grandma Louise too. I promise when I get there we'll get a manicure. Love you and miss you forever Nonie.
xoxo,
Angie
When I get where I'm going
There'll be only happy tears
I will shed the sins and struggles I have carried all these years
I'll leave my heart wide open
I will love and have no fear
When I get where I'm going
Don't cry for me down here.
When I get where I'm going
And I see my makers face
I'll stand forever in the light
Of His amazing grace.
-Brad Paisley and Dolly Parton
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